I could write a book on the ways I worked so hard just to hear someone tell me they loved me. I remember working two jobs so I could provide better, only to get yelled at for not being around enough. I worked hard on home project feeling when she sees this she will love me, only to have her point out the one part not perfect. Oh my friend I had mixed up the true mean of love and feeling loved.
Yes, I was seeking to feel loved from outside of my mind and body. I thought the feeling of being loved came from actions. The fact is true joy of feeling loved come from within each of us. We just need to be kinder to ourselves and allow the feeling of love to flow. I thank time in the morning to meditate on the love, and when I feel weak during the day I stop and remind myself of my love.
You are loved, just allow the love to flow. Sing a happy song, dance alone in your room, tell you I love you.
Much joy and love to you and yours