It really is crazy we create these thoughts in our mind to create fear, and guess what it either drive you crazy or really happens. You know why because you gave it that much energy and created the situation. I found out when you focus on the positive thoughts and create the life you desire in your mind and spend all your time thinking about that life gets better.
I loved it when I was young and people asked what do you want to do when you grow up. Back then I would give them a list of options I was thinking about. I was not worried I just dreamed and believed anything is possible. Then I grew up completely changed my plans and went down a road I never dreamed of. Oh it has been good most of the times, but this life was not in any of my old dreams. One night I thought about where I am going and wanted to change the direction. I thought about what is stopping me, it was fear of the unknown.
Not being one to back down, it did my homework on my dream life. I created a picture of that dream and started thinking about that life. Then I took a very bold move I meditated on the dream, oh not your normal meditate on the dream, I give it new energy. I remembered a dream I had achieved and took all that energy and applied it to the new dream. Wow. What an amazing dream I had that night. I was not only living the dream I had a new office, new staff, everything was wonderful. The new books and programs were flying out of me and together we gave everyone we could amazing joy and love.
Focus on your dream and nothing else.
Much joy and love to you and yours