Now think about the pictures you have in your mind?
Many years ago I was very down from a bad event in my life. I was so upset and all I could think about and picture in my mind was the pain, lost, and fire. Then I was told focus on what is bad and all you will get is more bad, you need to change the pictures in your mind to create joy and love. It was hard at first, but every day I continued changing those pictures in my mind. Over time I truly only saw wonderful pictures in my mind and my life completely changed.
What the mind conceives is what you create in your life. Change the focus to wonderful pictures of joy and love and watch your life change.
Much joy and love to you and yours