I once had this wonderful college professor tell us I will teach you how to unlearn everything you know so I can open you up to greater thoughts. At first I thought he was crazy, but over the course of time he was successful with showing me many of the ideas I had about life were wrong, I had to drop those thoughts to open up to new thoughts. My concepts of joy and love completely changed over that course and I did it from unlearning my limited thoughts.
The same rule applies to feeling deserving of your desires. Oh how we dream up all kinds of desires, only to later say we really don’t deserve that. We even tell friends and family and they tell us we don’t deserve that. We buy into the limited thoughts of others and ourselves based on old thoughts. Oh those thoughts were given to us over the years by others with limited beliefs.
It’s like the boy who wrote a paper about having a farm he dreamed about having one day and really described all the animals and joy he will have on his farm. His teacher told him you will never have a farm that size, you may work on it but you will not have it. She demanded he change his dream or fail the test. The boy thought hard about that dream farm, he pictured living there and enjoying life, he really loved the idea. He went to the teacher and said I will take the F for the test, so I can kept my dream and enjoy life, I know I deserve it.
Many years later, the boy invited the teacher and her current class to his farm.
You do deserve having it all, stop allowing limited thoughts to hold you back and push forward to your desires and enjoy life to the fullest. You do deserve it.
Much joy and love to you and yours